I guess I have been taking morning sky pics recently. Nowadays I everyday dismiss myself after sunset so I don't get to see pretty sunsets. Sadz.
There were two chill and raining nights in between this sunny week which were extraordinarily cosy to sleep on. After a long, tiring and hot sunny day, having a chill and raining night to tuck on blanket and sleep was so perfect to end the day.
And on those two nights I had extremely painful stomachaches I lao sai an hour straight wtf.
This is not uncommon. Since the longest my memory I can recall, I always shit my gut away everytime I am faced with cool temperature, fans and aircons. Sleep through the night with fan or aircon switched on, I will most likely wake up an hour earlier than usual to spend my time sitting on toilet, shit my guts away.
Ironically, I cannot sleep without fan or aircon. I need to listen to the sound of fan or aircon. They produce low and calming sound for me to fall asleep faster. Do you know that when you are in a completely quiet environment, you start to listen to random ringing sounds in your head?
I hate that ringing sound. I hate total quietness. This explains my attachment to fans and aircons. If you are going to sleep with me, I hope you understand this. I hope you can bear fans and aircons.
Even in the coolest nights I would still switch the fan on throughout the night because without it I wouldn't be able to fall asleep at all. This is the cause of my guts dying--but I really don't want to fix it. I prefer spending an hour sitting on toilet, having mild fever because of stomach ache to listening to those ringing sounds in quiet environment that drives me crazy.
And thankfully I think I start to get used to this stomachache so that I could proceed to enjoying the rest of my day without having to behave like I just escaped death. The stomachache was so horrible that I murmured lots of prayers such as:
"I will not be picky in food again"
"I will say I love you to my parents" (I never do this before okay)
"I will say what I feel and I won't hide anything"
"I will be more honest"
"I will enjoy my life, if I am given the second chance" (this was chanted when I was dying in the bathroom because of my guts killing me)
This makes me wonder whether I can actually fulfill one of my dream (and dreams of everyone who lives in equator)--can I see snow?
My dream is to see my first snow in Japan. As Japan culture lover, I think this is a pretty realistic dream compared to my dream to go to Europe. But having to hear all these terrorist attacks everywhere in this world, I don't think I want to go holiday too far.
But Japan is still my ultimate wish; I won't die before I go there at least twice. I mean, I can set aside HongKong and Seoul because I need to reach the "Visit Japan" milestone in my life first.
With my sensitive stomach, can I make it?
I will make it, I don't care whether I have to take a note of 100 nearest public toilets in Tokyo, I will go to Japan. Hopefully next year I will start to make this comes true.
Morning pic after escaping death. I was late to work that day but I took pic--what the? Haha.
Lots of love ♥