This week began overall the same like last week, less demand from my work though I required to assist programmers every now and then. But still, it was a breeze.
I could feel that the project status was unstable--there are changes every day. I consider this as something I need to understand because I realised that the project turnover is very high and fast-pacing. I need to tell myself a few times: it is going to be so not-boring! Yay!
Having been bored for past few weeks tired me to death--couldn't stay longer than 6PM because sitting in quietness without having any specific thing to do really bored me and my creative mind. Like I have mentioned millions of time here, I hate having nothing to do, it drains my energy faster than having normal activities. Also, time seems to pass much slower and I hated that.
It was all calm and breeze until yesterday.
On Friday, we had our daily meeting and I sorta felt this uneasy feeling. Then I realised there was one urgent task for me to do that need to be finished on next Monday or Tuesday.
Sudden come of the storm of work!
I surprised myself, I felt more excited than stressed! I enjoyed organising my to-do list, I enjoyed consulting other team members on the problems, I enjoyed asking help from my colleagues, I enjoyed having myself distracted from my Firefox browser and being fully occupied to the demanding work!
Guys, be honest, am I weird for enjoying myself being so busy?
I have no idea why, I just enjoy being busy much more than having nothing to do. It has been like this since the first day of my uni years.
I guessed I would finish all the work demanded by Monday, but weirdly by 4PM yesterday I almost finished everything. Weird, I know? Based on how the work was delivered to me I thought it would be crazy exhausting and stressful. I didn't know I almost completed everything before the end of Friday!
I was really proud of myself!
Pic of me being proud:
I know ever since a few years ago when I said I wanted to be an IS consultant, it was wrong. I think I look more like a designer than a consultant. And here I am, a full-time designer now! There is no way a consultant can show this kind of stupid face off! Nobody knows about our future, so chill out! To be very honest I didn't know I would be a designer although I was working so hard about system and business a few years ago. I literally learn from zero again now!
I will be much relaxed on next Monday and get myself all pumped to review and recheck all works I have finished on Friday! Meanwhile, there is nothing for me to worry this weekend because I have finished almost everything!
If I were to be scared of the storm, I will never be able to improve myself. I guess I have learned how to dance in the rain!
Slowly la. Because I hate getting drenched. I hate stress and pressure--it changes me completely. Though I can never prevent it not to come, but when it comes, I am fully prepared to enjoy it as well!
And this week's skies:
Calm and sunny Monday!
Calm and sunny Tuesday!
And I skipped Wednesday, I think because I went to work super super late.
Then a storm came on late Wednesday night.
It was storming hard, so scary! Just like the saying: the calm before the storm. It was perfectly calm and sunny before but on Thursday early morning it was crazy storming I squirmed under my blanket, was scared to death!
Thursday morning, after storm.
And another calm and sunny morning on Friyay!
Have an enjoyable weekend everyone!
Lots of love ♥