Saturday, November 23, 2013

I want to be a cat and escape from reality..

Around last week when I was coding with my friend, she said to me: "I want to be a cat," and staring at a golden-furred cat outside, lied on the ground and snoozed. "so I don't need to code, don't need to program, don't need to study, all I would do are sleeping and eating."

Yeah yeah yeah me too!

Today, as I code for my MTP, study Web-Based Programming and IS Strategic Planning for my mid exam next week then I really wanted to be a cat.

For at least until MTP due date (mid December).. I want to escape from harsh reality. I'm so tired and fed up with codings but it can't be helped! I must love codings no matter what--at least until I meet my Project examiner on January 2014.

I must love, embrace and chu programmings intimately! *vomit deep inside my brain*

If I could be a cat for a day, I would gladly be. I'll taste the modest life to live without assignments that makes my body hormones go crazy.

But no,

Deep inside, I don't want it.
If I were a cat, I can't have a cat as my pet.
I would not be able to pet.
I would not be able to have a friend who would listen to me entirely without whining.

If I were a cat, I would have a good life.
But that's it.

I'm so grateful with my life where I can inspire and be inspired.
I'm so grateful to have a good life.
I'm so grateful to have assignments, works and projects that tires me out.
I'm so grateful to be blessed with conscience to love and understand life beings.

So I must be grateful to have this chance to program one of the biggest system project I have in my life now.. Because more projects are awaiting me in the future. No more whines because it brings nothing at all.

I actually feel so much better now after writing this. I have this fear that I wouldn't be able to finish my MTP on time because, the more I code the more I discover things that I actually need to work at! It feels like my amount of modules need to be covered increases! I just hope these last few weeks of MTP I would be able to finish everything!

Smile!! (*´∀`*) It's the best thing to do in any situation.

Lots of love♥


  1. Don't give up! You can make it if you continue working on it :)

    Sometimes I also feel the same way as you, especially now that the year is ending and I have a lot of assignments due before my school break. All the best to you!

    1. Thank you for the supports all of this time!! I managed to finish all my exams! Good luck to you too~ ^^


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